Somebody asked me about this on my blog. I remember when I was kid, I liked to watch a TV show called "El mundo al vuelo con Hector Mora". It was a Colombian TV show about traveling. At that time we did not have cable to watch international TV shows. Seeing the world was always my dream, it started in my childhood, but I didn't know much about the reality at that age.
When I finished school, the responsibility for my parents finished. They didn't have enough money to pay for a university degree. I have two sisters, I never imagined I was going to enter to a university. I had a lot of jobs. What I was getting paid, wasn't enough to continue my education. It was enough for pay the bus, buy clothing and other basic stuff. I entered a program from the government, they were giving photography classes for only 20 people. I was lucky to get on it. We just had to go to classes, they gave us all the materials to study, a development laboratory, chemicals, machines, photographic paper, one good teacher. I finished it, and I got a certificate for my studies.
I continued having different jobs, then my sister told me she wanted to help me to get a university degree. She helped me with it and I decided to study graphic design. I was studying during the day, from 7 am to 5 pm, Monday to Friday. I had a class on Saturday morning at 7 am. At the same time, I had a job as a waitress, my work schedule from Thursday to Saturday : 6 pm to 3 am, Sunday from 11 am to 7 pm. I did my homework in what little free time I had, lol. The day after I graduated, I got a call from another place to work as a waitress for a better salary, working from Tuesday to Sunday during the day, my day off was usually Monday. I did not have time for anything, my work schedule was between 11-13 hours, more money, less time.
During that time of my life, I had a relationship of 10 years. When I finished the university, I moved to live with him, my salary was for our expenses. Suddenly a lot of stuff happened at the same time. I lost my job and I moved to live with my sister, she found me a job being an assistant in a studio for cam girls. Thats when I started watching what cam girls do, how much they get paid and I wanted to do that also. My first step was to learn English. I didn't finish my lessons, I stopped studying when I felt I was ready to talk with a person in English. I watched a lot of models camming, but it is a waste of time to copy their ideas and watch them. I am unique, nobody is like me. I decided to just be myself.
I was so shy when I started camming, I made a lot of mistakes, which is good, you learn from it. After two years, I was doing much better. That is when I started making my dream come true; traveling. Camming in Colombia made me decide between two options, be the woman a guy want to stay with or make my dreams come true. Some people judge me without knowing what I do online, and they really don't have idea of how happy I am. It is not easy to find someone who is comfortable with life choice I made. Yeah, I am naked on the internet and it feels great to share who I am and my sexuality.
I am my own boss. I met a lot of wonderful people that are now a part of my life, I have a group of friends who tip me because they appreciated me, love me. They know they can count on me and I can count on them. I show my appreciation to each and everyone. It is not just about the money. There are members I met in person. Some of them aren't big tippers and we are good friends. Some of them leave, fall in love with another woman or just get tired of how I take refuge in myself. They can count on me when they want to be back in my life.
I can continue making my dream come true, traveling and working and it is wonderful :)
